I get high . . .

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. . . because it allows me to hallucinate as though I have a superpower and by employing at will such superpower I can choose

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which of any of the infinite streams of realities forward in time

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Okay sorry. Let’s start again:

I get high (pauses to inhale) because when I do I imagine some serious shit and sometimes I imagine that I can control the future with like a superpower and stuff (I know, it is so damn fluffy I’m gonna die too!!)

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and so like in the future (one of these imaginary ones) I’m sure that there exists a reality in which this new psychotherapist I have been seeing shows up at my front door, drops to her knees and sucks my dick on the front porch to get me to come back to therapy after I cancelled all my upcoming appointments because I misjudged her hick ass and the only reason I may have even gone back for the second session (in which, dear reader, I was blue balled [metaphorically] - and very likely purposefully - as the appointment was cut abruptly short) is because I liked her tits . . . and then I figure out Friday she doesn’t know how to spell (and possibly she is unsure of the meaning of) the word ‘egregious’. And, maybe - just maybe - it bothers me a lot more than it should (have). But I’m afraid it bothers me just about as much as it should because it was the right amount to allow for this to happen:

BECAUSE (FOR REALZ, IRL AND SHIT LIKE JUST RIGHT NOW) I JUST LOGGED ON AND CANCELLED ALL MY UPCOMING PSYCHOTHERAPIST APPOINTMENTS.

BECAUSE REASONS.

Yeah, I know - I have issues.

Or, I’m just really high . . . or both.

. . . and look! In one of these infinite realities I chose to write this forum post and you just read it.

That is so fucking meta meta that it may actually be the fullest embodiment of meta ever yet expressed in any universe . . . existing or not . . . or existing and yet shouldn’t be existing . . . or is just all a projection of information stored upon the surface of a black hole.

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Oh, and as I mentioned to my new therapist Meh.com - Doc, if you’re reading this, watch the clip below and then call me. Or don’t. But don’t pretend like we’re not going to fuck if you call me.

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This is some complicated shit, people.