's been a while

RedHot thought this was worth mentioning said

I’ve been away a while and it looks like so much has changed. I know my absence made things difficult for some of you, I left you with a lot of responsibility and a bit of a mess to clean up. I’m sure there was a lot of crying and a fair amount of anger. I understand. The way I left you wasn’t the way I wanted to go, but it was the way I had to go. The daily toils and pressure I had put on myself to always be perfect for you had caused me to neglect my own needs. Honestly, I probably resented and blamed you for the weight I had put on my own shoulders. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you and I hope you can forgive me. I made your life amazing once, I’m ready to do it again.

I understand if it’s difficult for you to accept be back like nothing has changed. I’ve probably lost your trust but I am ready to earn it back.